When I was a kid, my Dad used to call me Bones. I used to be thin, but honestly, I don't know what that feels like anymore. I had Lapband surgery a year ago. I have lost "almost" 100 pounds, but I still have a long journey ahead of me to find those bones.
Sunday, January 16, 2011
falling apart
My husband told me yesterday morning that he isn't happy with our marriage. I have been so numb I couldn't even cry. Until now.... I have been up since 3:30 a.m..... mostly watching him sleep. I finally got out of bed and cried. Some. It took everything in my power not to panic yesterday, but in the wee hours, all there is to do is think, and worry and panic. And HURT.
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I am so sorry. Do you think he would be willing to go to counseling? Marriages are never very easy to begin with. It does take work and compromise. I hope he will try to work things out with you. Good luck, sweetie.
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ReplyDeleteOMG!! What is with men lately?? This combined with your previous post is a big red flag, at least for me. Will he go to counseling? It has helped me and Wade in ways I never thought possible. Things are so much better between us. I know without counseling we would probably be talking to lawyers right now. I wish I had read this yesterday cause I would have been in the car today...you need a hug!! Please know I am here for you. Feel free to call or text or message me anytime. Love you!!
ReplyDeleteI'm am so sorry to hear this. Marriage is so hard. I hope he'll be willing to go to counseling to figure it all out.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are going through this hard time. I hope you and your hubby can work though this.
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Oh noooo. I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm going to be sending big virtual hugs and good vibes for you. XOXO
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