I hope you all had a special holiday with your families. I celebrated my first Christmas with my new husband and I have to say, it was a nice day.
I guess I am in quite a rut right now..... eating lots of caramels, chocolate and anything else I can get my hands on. I have been avoiding my Twitter and my blogs, the things that help keep me in line. Sometimes it is just too much to think about every waking moment.
Apparently, I need a fill again. But, I am so afraid of going back to the puking and sliming. At this point, I would have to say my band hasn't slip. After the last unfill, I can eat pretty good now. Maybe too good. But, I need to get my self under control and work some of this weight off before I am going back to the Big City to get on that scale. More avoidance.... I dont want to see the evidence of my misbehavior in numbers.
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