I go to the Big City today for a weigh-in. It has been three weeks since a slight unfill. I felt so much better for days and it was wonderful to be able to eat! But, now I am super tight again, stuck on just liquids for the last four days. Last night, I attempted a single Club cracker. I can not believe the pain from one silly cracker.
Right this minute, I am so ready for another unfill. I am tired of wanting to eat and being unable to. I am tired of puking and being in pan if I even try mushies. But then, right before my fill, I was EATING LIKE CRAZY. So I am a little afraid of an unfill. I feel like I will have ZERO control once this band quits being mean to me.
So, I will be down there at 1:30 this afternoon and we will see what the scale has to say. I mean, I am SO CLOSE to the 100 pound milestone that I just don't want to be stalled here forever.
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